Billie Eilish has released another track off her upcoming debut album, When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? 

In an Instagram livestream, the 17 year old explained the meaning behind the song, saying it’s about how it felt for her to be rejected by a boy she liked. At the time, Billie thought he didn’t like her because she was a “shitty person.“ She wanted some other reason for him not liking her, such as him being gay. Ironically, after she wrote this song, she found out he really was gay after all.

Eilish also revealed that she wrote the song three years ago but that she had been hesitant to release it.

Her debut album is out March 29.